A random Pet Peeve

As I am blogging I am watching TV- it is really a horrible habit - but sitting in a quiet empty house is a little creepy- anyway I notice there are so many of these commercials about "Did you take this drug? Contact us you may be entitled to money" This really gets under my skin as many of these drugs have the warnings on the label! DUH its like suing the tobacco company when you have been smoking your whole life- IT IS ON THE PACKAGE its is BAD FOR YOU! It just irritates me that the law system is so backed up with frivolous law suits!. I think it is wrong to push lawsuits on people. - the end

Communitcation

We all learn to speak at a young age..yet why do we found it so hard to speak to one another? When do we start to assume people know what we are thinking or feeling? I know it is stereotypically a "women" thing, but I think this a problem we all suffer from. How often do you tell your boss what is wrong with you, when they ask you? Especially if you are upset with them. When your significant other asks you "what's wrong?" how often to you answer or tell the truth? Why do we start thinking the other person can read our minds or assume they should know what is wrong? Why do we learn to speak when we can't learn to communicate? Why are we so fearful of saying what is really on our minds? Granted it feels sometimes that even when we do speak our minds that the other person is not really listening- but you end up feeling icky either way right? So why not just spit it out at least then you have a real reason to be upset.

Nagging

Yup the nagging feeling is back and of course i have no idea why- although i am happy to report that our dog was fine while we were gone and so was i :) - lol anyway that nagging feeling... Like something is pulling at the back of my mind- maybe its the book i am reading- i get too involved sometimes and forget that i am not part of the story, nor is it real. Maybe thats it? Maybe its that i havent been diligent in my journaling... I am sure that is part if it- it is easier to keep my head on straight when i can kind of lay my thoughts out in black and white- i also go to the dr tom... Which may provide bad news or worse no news at all, sadly knowing/learning nothing is just as bad as bad news...maybe its just a little bit of everything-job is going ok- getting burnt out and i am finding it harder to clean to hope that I will truly be happy with where i am at... In my job and in life... No wonder my brain is such a nag- too much to think about with no desire to think about it...