Stuck

Ever get that feeling like your stuck? I have so many dreams, wishes, and goals I want to get to, yet i still glued in place-reaching for the stars and missing. I keep trying to move myself forward- with a result of moving 3 steps back- I feel like I have been in a daze state for the last 3 years of my life. Why was I not paying attention to where my life was going? Is it possible to run out of time? Could I have missed my opportunity to achieve something more? Is being fed up enough to move on? How much more does it take? Looking and searching isn't helping- I want to be doing, but how- where do you start- how do you get there- you know that happy place where things fall into place- where you finally feel like you made it- do we ever get to that place? I want the "perfect" job, i want the nice house, i want the little once- the only thing I have really accomplished is marrying a great guy- which don't get me worng is awesome- but i want more for myself- I don't want to just "marry well" i want to know I can stand on my own two feet and that we both married well! I am so excited about where we want our life to go...I am just getting very impatient waiting to get there... i hate waiting...waiting....waiting...