On the Road Again

It is funny to me when you are driven by love sickness you will do anything. I used to drive 2.5 hours to see my boyfriend ( now husband) at least once a week if not twice a week! No fear and no care in the world, now I hate making that drive home. 2.5 hours is too long to be in a car by yourself. I have become spoiled since my husband is always with me on these trips- what are you going to do. I just need to put by big girl panties on and blast my 80's music and enjoy the drive I guess. I really have been dealing with my anxiety pretty well, but I must admit right now my heart is racing and I do not want to get in that car... I love my car...but I don't want to be alone with her for 2.5 hours....sigh ok here I go- suck it up, breathe in and out, breathe in and out...on the road again....